Jake and Jun do not claim to be God's agents on the earth, but they are. I told them that they are. They laugh at me but it is true. I have read that ... person can be an unknowing agent. I think that is what Jun and Jake are.I cannot begin to explain all they stuffed into our heads in ten months, one school year. I am not the girl I was when I entered the school and mom is not the woman who was with me that first day of school. You know she was the world's worst cook when we first got there. Now. " Um, thanks," I say twisting in my seat uncomfortably."I mean it's… it's big," she adds quickly stuttering a bit."I suppose," I say not sure If I should be offended or not."I wasn't… Didn't mean to add that white part," she says."Its fine, so how much?" I re-ask."Um, thirty for head and double that for sex," she says. Not bad prices all things considered."So how much for a whole night?" I ask smiling. Thankfully the rumors on the affordable prices weren't a lie either."Erh I usually don't do. Robin left the room then. I sat there, full of so many goddamnedemotions. I was happy to be alone, afraid of my future, mad at Robin(though not very, I understood why she did it I guess), and all sortsof other feelings were there to. Eventually, all them faded into asimple depression.I just sat there for a while, afraid to think, afraid to feel, afraidto exist. I was something I didn't want to be, and afraid of what thatmeant for my future. I'd have preferred death to the torment thatengulfed. She needed the job to support her family. Her father had died and her mother was ill, so Jule had to look after her younger brother. As Jule was the only applicant for my job as a hospital nurse assistant, I decided to send her an e-mail and ask her to come to my office for an interview the next day.The next day went by in no time with the coming and going of the assistants and nurses until my secretary called me, and then Jule went through the door. She was gorgeous. With her long red-blonde.