", sagte ein anderer. Emmi's Augen weiteten sich und sie lief schnell zu der versteckten Falltür im Wohnzimmer, die unter den Boden der Hütte führt.... Gerade noch rechtzeitig, denn Sekunden später hörte sie einen der Männer sagen: "Okay, Rattikarl. Bodycheck!"Ein lauter Knall und etwas, dass sich anhörte wie zu Boden fallende Holzsplitter. Emilia hielt sich den Mund zu, doch sogar von hier konnte sie die kalte Winterluft spüren, die jetzt durch die offene Tür ins Haus strömte. "Ha, Kinderspiel.". "You know you are squatted down and peeing in your diaperup right?" Umm I am sorry mommy." As I realize she is right I can't control myselfand sure enough I am indeed squatting down in front of god and everyonebut I am not peeing into my diaper. I am peeing and going poop in mydiaper as I start to cry.Mommy puts her hand on my shoulder. "It's okay sweetie," Mommy says andpicks me up and brings me in the house, puts me down gently on my bed."Now just lay back on you bed sweetie, mommy will. When I awoke Sukie slept on. I fetched her breakfast. She was outraged and we both laughed."Will you sit with Rachel again today?" I asked her."If you want me to," Sukie said."You find it difficult don't you? I don't want to make you." I know. I will go but it is frightening. I don't know if she will be the same when she comes back. She was always sweet and kind to me. Now perhaps she will feel jealous of me. Perhaps she will forget about me. Perhaps she will ask you to get rid of me." I don't. It's good to see you again cousin." Cindy then gave me a hug and a kiss on the cheek.I went to my room and packed my things. Then I got onto the computer in the game room. I was checking out my route to California and doing research on the area when everyone walked in."Hey big brother. Cindy said you were back. Did Charles let you go," May asked."No he didn't. He told me to take some time off. I know I just got back. But I may have found a clue on where Annie is." I replied.May's eyes went wide.