This man, this body that I loved so much. I was in a desperate kind of sadness, the most hideous misery of my life. Under all of my anger, my hatred, ...y fear lay a desperate naked vulnerable love for him, that I did not know how to quench. In our bed, under the watchful eye of the moon, my ache turned to a fiery lust that I only ever knew in the presence of Peter. A lust that hungered beyond the possibility of any kind of satisfaction. Moving over closer to him, I was aware that if he woke it. I can't remember much more of that day, other than that I slept soundly that night.The next day Jess and I were back in the doctor's office and he was going through my report just as he had with Jess. "I think we are definitely making some solid progress here," he said confidently as he shuffled the papers back into a stack. Well, that was good news at least. I certainly didn't want to do any more of that. Hopefully, one session was enough for me and the rest of the time could be spent working. She was always around my house, and I was around hers. Our parents saw how serious we were with each other and how we just let our love grow. I started getting popular at school with everyone, except for Tony and his two henchmen. I think he didn’t like the idea of someone being better than him on the track.Tyrone and I would meet at Ley Valley Park every day, running together. We exchanged useful information regarding good diets for our physical health plus exercise routines. Mainly we helped. "There's coffee to be made, there papers to be copied, there's errandsto be run. Each time you do one correctly, you'll earn something youneed to be a full time secretary." I'm going to earn what I need?" I replied, almost in disbelief."Yes, you'll earn the desk. You'll earn a computer, but let's not geta head of ourselves just yet. First, you've got to earn a pencil." Earn a pencil?" I replied, growing aroused by the turn of events."Yup, now, to earn that pencil, I'm going to send you out.