Quian ka hum to htle main theen awaz bahir ja saktee thee,Phir thoree dar baad maina ashee ko ulta lita deya or phir ashee ki choot main land ghusa ka... ashee ko 5 mintue chodtee rahi, ashee ki choot chutna wali thee us na maujha bataya to maina ashee ko chodna chor deya or apna land ashee ka moon main dal kar chuswana lagee. 5 mintue baad phir maina ashee ko bed par aga ko jhuka kar ashee ki gand main thook laga kar fingring kee or land ko gand main ghusa deya ashee kee, or ashee ke gand marna. We went up to my bedroom. I sensed she was really nervous. Actually I wasn't much different myself. She just stood there, her hands were shaking. You poor love I said. I know. I am going through the same thing. I walked up to her and held her hand in mine. Her breathing rose rapidly, as did mine. We stared at each other, for what seemed like an eternity. eventually I said Collette, and embraced her. We looked in each others eyes, god my heart ewas racing. Collette moved in, a we. It was cold and motionless. She only felt the pulsation in her own fingers, and withdrew her hand with a shudder. One arm was hanging out of the bed; from shoulder to elbow it was moulded after the arms of Germain Pillon's "Graces," but the fore-arm seemed to be slightly distorted by convulsion, and the hand, so delicately formed, was resting with stiff outstretched fingers on the framework of the bed. The nails, too, were turning blue.Madame de Villefort had no longer any doubt; all was. . I'll be okay. I feel better now.". I damn well better be okay. I can't tell him the truth.I managed to get through the evening without shaking too much. I was still shook up in the morning, but not quite as bad. I showed up for my shift at noon, not knowing how I could get through the next few hours. Somehow I did it. Fortunately the traffic was light that evening and I was able to go to the restroom and sob my heart out several times during the shift. Ohgawd, ohgawd, ohgawd I can't.