It didn't help that Sam talked about nothing but Beck for much of the night, and even said his name a few times in her sl*ep.Carly staggered to her ba...hroom and a few minutes later emerged with the implicit decision that she was going to sl*ep for a good portion of the day. Even Spencer would comment on how lazy she was being, wherever he was. As Carly began to drift back to sl*ep, she thought about how difficult Spencer had been the last few months. All the lectures and awkward talks were. Hope you like it When I met the person that I wanted to spend my life with I never expected that it would be before I left school, someone older, who was married and least of all a woman. When I left England with my mother at the age of 16 to live in Italy in an attempt to help me with the problems I acquired when my parents divorced. I never thought it would be the best decision of my life. I had spent only a few hours in the care of nurse Kate after getting stoned on the roof of my new. The Edenites themselves, she knew, had been swabbing themselves down with dampened cloths, fronds and other materials, and had even tried to do the same for their tamed beasts, but it had been at best a makeshift substitute.My God, it must have been terribly unpleasant for them, she thought. Uncomfortable, too. And smelly. If Edenites have a sense of smell. I wonder do they? Amanda's never said, and it's not in the literature. Maybe they don't. I haven't smelled anything, but I'm not sure if I. . no point. And it never stops. Never."I put my left hand behind her neck and worked my fingers into her hair, massaging her scalp while I continued working on her back."There ought to be a point, don't you think? A reason for it all?" There probably is a reason for most of it." she said, rubbing her breasts against me. "But since you can't see the thoughts behind the feelings I suppose it's always going to seem pretty meaningless."Well bugger me with a fish-fork!I hugged Lilly tightly,.