You’d think by now that I’d be over this. Instead, I’m feeling sorry for myself. So why does everything seem desperate now? I should be feeling ...o alive. But it feels like something’s missing, something’s wrong somehow. It feels like something deep inside has died. So why do I feel desperate now? Why do I feel like dying?”His pants drop to the floor. He steps out of them, striping the remainder of his clothes off to match the girl’s nakedness. Her knees bump the edge of the bed.“I keep breaking. I was trembling and sweating at the same time. It was the moment I was fancying for long.Now after about 20 minutes of fondling and kissing, I took off her top and started sucking on her breasts quite vigorously as I was quite excited. She told me to slow things down. She put her hand on my erect dick. She was hesitant initially but started thrusting gently. She told me that condoms were in the room upstairs as my cousin is a doctor who runs a clinic and he keeps all his supplies upstairs.The. ‘Michael…why?’ Marlene responded in disbeleif. ‘To prove to me I’m not dead.’ ‘Michael, Sweetheart, what are you talking about?’ Marlene asked with a hint of laughter in her voice. ‘You told me… you would put… your breast in my… mouth if I… were ever on… life support,’ I answered with a noticeable slur to my voice. ‘Michael, you aren’t on life support,’ Marlene laughed. I heard the doctor and who I guessed was the female nurse begin to lightly giggle as I continued. ‘C’mon Sweetheart, slip your. "Wow!!" I reacted. "That was something. I hope it was as meaningful to you as it was to me."Jane looked at me for a moment before responding. "I don't know about the meaningful part but I definitely felt something." I guess that's it then. How many children do you want to have?"She looked shocked for a minute then saw me grinning at her and a big smile came to her face too."I was thinking two would be enough." she responded with a laugh."Darn, I was hoping for three."She laughed some more.