The tickle of her pussy hairs flickingacross my chest. The soft caress of her thighs around me and the delicatekiss of her nether lips all over my bod.... I was stimulated, excited. Iopened my eyes. I was...My God! I was a pair of panties!I saw things the way you see them in a dream, sometimes from your ownviewpoint (Sula's lovely skirt-covered rump and dark love-nest were all Icould see) sometimes from some all-seeing point of view (How odd to beseeing my own body sitting passively on the floor. Her fathers annual income for the almost 20 years or so that they had spent in Africa although modest had been invested and reinvested wisely. It alone had done quite well. They of course had never needed much, do to their frugal lifestyle and even the subsistence he received was rarely used. The results of all this would allow all three of them to live quite comfortably, and to take care of her mothers health problems, the fact was, that they would not have any worries about money. Now. It was as if my body was beginning to be pulled apart in every direction at once. I could see what appeared to be particles of light and matter all around me then, almost like the tiny organisms you see floating in the ocean when one goes swimming. They were stretching out all around me, being pulled into streaks, flattening out like pancakes. Amber loved blueberry pancakes, I thought ... I’ll miss making them for her.I felt calm again as if a switch had been thrown inside my brain. I accepted. I really don't know if it made any difference. I was almost out of it after the first stroke landed and the remaining ones were little more than a blur in my mind. I know I kept yelling and screaming but at last it all ended. The hose played over my body again and hands held me under the armpits while my wrists were untied. I collapsed into someone's arms and I was turned so the all sections of he crowd could see the result of my flogging. At last a sheet was wrapped around me and I was lowered.