Are you willing?”“Do you know what my biggest concern is now? That I’m falling back into my old ways. Kara’s giving me rope, and I’m afraid ...hat I’m going to hang myself with it.”“So why are you torturing yourself like this? What’s the problem here? Are ANY of the girls you’ve been with since May complaining? Are you not enjoying yourself? Why are you trying so hard to conform to a lifestyle that doesn’t suit you? Social pressure? Your mom? Kara? Some misplaced loyalty to a dead Swedish. A 25 year old senior from Detroit, she had a sophisticated yet down to Earth manor that only served to accentuate her tanned skin and blonde hair. She was the ideal model of a beach bunny and she knew it. So imagine my delight when she sat next to me during the movie. During the silence before the movie previews we started a nice conversation about our hometowns. Coming from a small town, it was hard for me to imagine growing up in a big city like Detroit, but she made it sound exciting and. We all like Brad even if he makes us work extra on occasion." She grinned.We grinned back and left. We went to Charlie's and my room and started the flick. We laughed and cheered all the way through it. As it was ending, Karen said, "How many times have you seen it?" I don't know, fifty or a hundred. We have plenty of time and I have the second one ready to go."Charlie groaned but Karen and Nicki both wanted to watch it. We did.We walked the girls back to their dorm. I said, "Karen, see you in. Look at you with your fluffy towels pink from a hot bubble bath." I feel so stupid in my clothes now but there's no way I can go out in a dress. That's not me either. Maybe I should just start with my hair. I want to cry when I look in the mirror. It will take forever to grow out and now I can see how stupid that wig looks." We can get you a much more natural looking wig if you want but it won't take long until we can start shaping up your hair into something that suits you." I have the day off.