Next thing I was lying face up on the floor while nanny readied a diaper,this time with an extra padding between the legs. "Lie over your diaperSissy,... she ordered in the same menacing tone.Obediently I did so without a word still in fear of this nanny witch.Once diapered and covered by plastic panties I was then put into the samecream satin nightie I wore the other night.Between sobs I asked, "Am I going to stay in a nightie all day nanny?" If you want to be an ungrateful sissy, you can stay. I want to ask you what does playing mean? I am shy to ask my mom.Mom said playing mean to touch your self. Ninki touched her face and asked mom if this is what she meant? Mom said no touching mean you touch your boobs and your pee place. Niki put her hand on her boob you mean this way. No mom said you massage your boobs to get excited.Ninki said I am sorry aunty I dont know much about any thing, can you show me how to touch myself?Mom goy up and went behind Niki and got her both hands on. Three weeks later I was working on the computer when I heard someone come in the front door. I turned around and it was Nadine. She walked up to the service counter and I said, "Good morning. Can I help you?"She gave me a smile that made my knees go weak and said "I've got a problem with my new trailer. I can't get my interior lights to go on."I asked her to give me a minute to get out of the program I was in and then I followed her out to her trailer. The problem was an easy one to fix and I. Drunk, at a bar. To be fair, I was drunk and she was sober, but still, my drunken state led me to hit on her, which made her shoot me down. I still entertained her enough to get her number, and after a few days of sober texting and calling, she finally agreed to go out with me. We went out a few times and never progressed further than a good night kiss at the door. She was oddly reserved for a woman of her age (39), but definitely showed signs of passion in the few kisses we shared. A little.