I was a bit upset and went back to my Nani’s place. After some time, she called me and asked for forgiveness and she said that she had a fight with ...y mamu and she started crying. I asked her if she needs anything, she immediately answered that she wanted someone to talk and if I can come. I went to see her and she explained me that my mamu does not have enough time for her and her daughter. She needs someone to talk with. She needs someone to curdle her. she told me that my mamu has no sexual. What would my neighbours think of me leading my old gardener down my back garden with nothing but a sheer wrap covering my naked body?It was with some relief that I opened the shed door and slipped inside, away from the prying eyes of the people in the houses on either side."Take that thing off. I want to see you naked," Bill said. I simply did as he asked. Did he tell me to take it off? Yes, I'm sure he ordered me to strip in front of him in my own potting shed, just as I'm quite sure he knew. Done wanting to hide... Done... Done... Goddamned Done!", he said resolutely. "They have to take me for what I am. I am gay... I am in love with you!... And I want to live here on the island. Get me a nice job here. Build a nice home for us... And get married to you! With or without their permission. I am done asking, begging, or defending my actions to them!".Jelmer said nothing, he just hugged his man. They got up ate breakfast and did the dishes together like an old married couple. Chris. "Don't you just love the smell?" Marcie asked."Yeah, horse shit is my favorite aroma," I quipped."No, silly, smell the straw, not the horse shit."She lay on her side, facing me. She was wearing shorts, a shirt with the tail hanging loose and running shoes. I lifted the shirttail and looked at her tummy. Marcie watched as I leaned over and stuck my tongue into the indention of her belly button. She giggled. I pulled back and looked into her eyes. "I just felt like doing that," I said, clearly.