This time I exhaled my smoke upwards. Feeling the high settle in, I lay back on my bed, resting my head on a pillow behind me. We talked. We caught up... We laughed – a lot. He made his way across the sea of blankets and lay down next to me. Face-to-face, I avoided eye contact. I knew what would happen if I looked at him for even a second. My thoughts buzzed through my head as his body inched to a closer proximity to mine. My darting eyes accidentally looked into his. Instantly our lips locked.. Got a date tonight or something," he joked."Yeah, with your father finally gone for a while, I do." Who with, mom?" Bobby asked, all of sudden serious to the pointwhere Norma could hear some jealousy in his voice."With whom, dear, with whom. Don't they teach you proper grammarin English class these days?" Yeah, OK, with whom, then?" he said impatiently."Guess! I think you know him."Norma enjoyed watching the puzzled expression on his face as itslowly came to him that she was referring to. He helps me up, pulls me by the arm for a few steps and grabs a fist full of hair as He speaks into my ear to stay right where I am. My pussy begins to get wet as I do as I’m told.In a few moments He leads me by the arm just a short way. He tells me to kneel and I do, then He helps me back up. I am really confused by what is going on, but if I question Him, He will correct me forcefully and I don’t want that so I stay quiet. I hear some noise, not sure what it is exactly, it sounds like a drill. I love you Terry Kerr; I don’t ever want to hurt you, or make you sad. When I’m over there I’ll have memories of what you wore, and how we were, to sustain me. And knowing you are back here, waiting for me, will make me careful. I have far too much to live for to be anything other than that.”He turned to her and kissed her, a long gentle kiss. “I’m going to miss you more than words can say. But knowing you are here waiting for me, will give me the strength to bear it, as long as I have your.