I feel as if I have sinned a great sin. Now my only hope is retribution and absolution. Here on this chair in all its tarnished metal and perished rub...er and worn leather.Is this a dream? It feels like a dream. The confusion and fear are certainly there, the dryness of the throat, the inability to run or walk or even scream. But, behind it all is the most fundamental sin of all, permitting someone to gain pleasure from my body, that bit of me which actually exists in the real world. The flesh,. Its 11am and the taxi has arrived and the driver is loading my case into the cab, so I’ll close now and write more when we get to the airport hotel we are staying at. Our flight doesn’t leave till 10a.m. tomorrow.Continued: - I was hoping to write a little more but Tina and Gina want to go out into London to have a farewell drink to dear old England. I was going to wear what I would be travelling in but Val has loaned me a very short skirt and see through blouse and as they were all going. Herappointment to head the prisons happily executed that mandate andnearly a quarter of a million dollars annually was estimated to be thesavings.Even the uniforms the inmates wore changed and all hell broke loosewhen all of the prison whites were dyed pink. Seems that theprisoner's, some at least, were giving their outfits out to family andit was popular to sell them on the outside as status symbols. Not sopopular when the color changed and another few thousand in annualsavings was racked. But only in one condition." She looked at me. "I want to join in and I want it to be filmed." She grinned at the idea and we kissed. She grabbed my re-erected cock and began stroking me and spreading our sex juices over the whole organ. We fucked again last night and I blew a huge load inside her. A week later Tina and I went out for dinner on our anniversary night. We came back at around 10pm to find my son jerking off in his room to porn. We could see him from the slight opening of the door..