It flakes away. Another furtive glance. Am I expecting an alarm to go off?Quickly I pop the morsel in my mouth. It is good. Very good! Still no one co...es. I help myself to some more – and then some more again. Now that's better! Shouldn't be greedy – but they will never miss a little more. I have a little more, well quite a lot more. Very satisfying! And with it? Wine, of course! Aha - a German white, Trocken. Brilliant. I take a swig from the bottle and swirl the cold, pale yellow, fluid. I could see Elyse doing it, and she would have had access to my address book at home or Rolodex at work. But she knew about my agreement with Samantha, and I’d made it clear I didn’t want any teasing or pushing. I’d said the same to Kara. Cindi? I tried to remember if she knew about Tara. I didn’t think so. I also didn’t see Kara doing something like this without talking to me. It didn’t make sense.“When did you get the call?” I asked.Tara cocked her head, “Uh-oh. You didn’t ask her to call,. Twenty five fucking years you have stolen from me. I want them back and since I can't get them back I have to find another way, and I will.First, my kids will have to change their names so their sperm donors do not show up as related in any way. I have just found out that it is possible to do an adult adoption, and you will be removed from the birth certificate as their mother and your family will be denied any contact with them. You can tell your parents, brothers, sisters and all of your. I couldn't see either of us renouncing our beliefs to save our marriage. I could see myself giving in to some extent, but Tamara was so devoted to her beliefs, I just couldn't see her giving in on anything. Especially since she had fallen off the true path once before."I knew that would not accept her church's beliefs and Tamara would not go against her religious beliefs. If I tried to force her into doing so, she would come to hate me. Reluctantly, I decided to just let our relationship die..