It occupied all my energy and interest. It wasn't until after the education, when I was working as a nurse full time, that I began to feel that someth...ng was wrong." But you liked the work?" Very much. But I worked in a situation where not all the nurses were members of the Order. There was, even back then, a great shortage of women who wanted to join the convent. And there was a nurses' shortage, generally. So our hospital ended up with a majority of its nursing staff being... secular women --. "Only the heart that can stand pain will find happiness." He put his arms around her soft form and kissed her just above the navel, feeling her warm body yield to his. He felt wetness on his chest. Somehow the smell did not bother him at all.Manjula put her hands under his arms, tugging him upwards. She looked at him with a very tender expression, then burst into song herself. "Thousands of desires in our eyes, ambitions in our hearts. No one can defeat you if you persevere." She kissed him,. I was thinking, maybe 20 bucks isn't enough."Well what else did you have in mind?" I asked."I had one or two things in mind." with that he kissed me. His strong hands grabbed my hips, and his soft wet tongue massages mine. He held me tight with his strong hands, and I surrendered to him. He pressed against me and our bodies were connected. I could feel his thick black cock growing bigger and bigger, in anticipation of what was to come, mine did the same."Get on your knees white boy." he. The crunch came because she gave her secret away. Unwittingly. One Saturday morning she was being beaten for not having washed his sweaty gym clothes immediately after she got home the night before. Next he raped her - first vaginally, then - because she hated that more than anything - anally. The pain was intense and the cocoon was dissolving. In her anguish she called out the secret name, her secret talisman. "George!" she wailed.Peter was a psychopath, but he was no idiot. He understood.