"That is your option," I said. "I disagree with some statements you made earlier so I guess we're even." You're a frustrating man, you know that?" Gai... asked and I noticed the look in her eye had changed."I will admit to being aware of the frustration I cause," I answer. "But I must confess that I came to that realization only recently."Gail took a deep breath."I am willing to make some changes to save our marriage," she said. "I am aware of some of the things that need to be different and I. Even though I would never willingly end it. I felt remorse for having caused my sister emotional pain. I loved her to a depth that I couldn’t even fathom, yet I still hurt her. I even felt bad for Andy, my best bud, because I couldn’t tell him the truth about my situation regarding Cindy.I was frustrated with all of it and frustrated most of all because I couldn’t figure out a way to avoid hurting CC. She was going to be hurt, and it was all my fault. Amber was right; I needed to learn to think. As the bus crossed city limits the lights in the bus were off and almost all the passengers including the guy sitting next to me were asleep. In the sleep the young man’s head was on my shoulder and I could feel his hot breath on my cheeks. I was getting horny and slowly I placed my hand on the guy’s thigh as though my hand slipped in sleep. I waited for few seconds seeing no resistance from the guy I proceeded a little further by inching my hand towards his balls. Now my finger tips were. ***I was fifteen when it happened. My father had gottenshot while at work. Seems he was fucking his secretaryand her husband, an alcoholic, found out. One blast froma sawed-off shotgun later and I was without a fatherfigure. Just as well; from what my mother said, he wasalways cheating on her.Three years later, I had just come home from school on aFriday and was looking forward to spending the nightdownloading some porn and mp3’s. I walked into an emptykitchen, slinging my book bag down.