You’re beautiful and desirable and I promise to be gentle. It’s okay to be nervous and excited. I am, too,” I said.“You are? Why would you be ...ervous?”“Because you’re beautiful and desirable. Because I want to make love to you, but I want to do it right. Because I want this to be special for you, and I know it will be special for me. I’m nervous because this is important. It’s okay if you are, too,” I said, and she squeezed into me, her head on my shoulder. At five eleven, I was only a couple. The second time together, Darren fucked me. I never could have imaingined how good it felt and how it would make me feel, emotionally. Sensing his passion, hearing his moans, feeling his rhythms and power, feeling his cock as he took me. Even after all that, and more, the hardest thing to dismiss was the kissing. Deep, open mouthed, interlocked kissing. No matter what excuse I could come up with, there was no hiding the emotion and desire there.I was torn and confused, not only about Kara and. Ellen is right here with me. We have loads of stuff to tell you, but let me start off with what I'm sure is on your mind the most. There's been no progress understanding the plague. The world is more baffled than ever. There's still not a single documented case of any woman surviving her 14'th week of pregnancy this year. Not one. A few rumors maybe, but everybody is dismissing them. Sorry I don't have better news." That's too bad," Kara said quietly. "Mom, how are you?" I'm fine Kara. I've. . ?" Henderson," she said. "Lola Henderson. And I don't know where you can find him. That's the problem. That's why I came here."Harper looked at the beat cop, who was standing placidly, not really interested in anything but making sure his captive didn't get away."Did you clear the apartment?"The cop looked pained and nodded. "Of course. There's nobody else here."Harper looked back at the woman. "I'd like to hear what you have to say, but I need to get the scene processed first. We'll talk.