I want to be able to share myself totally and completely with that person, mentally, emotionally, spiritually, and physically. Not because I’m relig...ous or old-fashioned, but because I feel it’s just something that’s right for me.’ ‘Alright, alright I get it.’ Ondrea was glad that Franca dropped the subject. ‘If she only knew how little relationship experience I really have, she would freak’ she thought to herself. She had never even held hands with a boy ‘in that way’ although nobody would. They were parted slightly and her hands were high on her thighs, all that crossed my mind was that this was a position of relaxation for Lucy. As I started to move my hand up her neck I then noticed that Lucy’s shorts were loose and high up her legs. Her fingers were moving to the rhythm of the music as well, but seemingly moving up her thighs, ever closer to the line of her panties that I could now see. Her eyes were closed, her breathing steady, her fingers reaching and then tracing the line. When my husband died, he left me rather well off. I have more money than I'll ever need. His main concern was that I be able to get along and be happy in my later years. Mike was good that way. I had everything I needed and was totally happy. But was I really happy?As I stared out the window at this incredibly good-looking young man, I realized I wasn't happy at all. Even with all the money, and all the material things I possessed, I just wasn't totally happy. I hadn't had sex since way. He's one of my regular VIP customers and alwaysasks for me when he comes in for a massage. He wanted this to be a realdate, dinner and a movie. After I explained to him that I'm not lookingfor a relationship, I said yes. I asked if we could skip the moviethough, I hate sitting in theatres.He suggested that we go to a nice, little seafood restaurant on thebeach near my house. I'm familiar with it and love broiled scallops, soI said ok. This beach also has a boardwalk, and even though it's.