I am so glad that anniversary was never celebrated. Good memories for you?Every sports event I went to when I cheered for them, I was calling their na...e, was it good thinking I was such a fucking idiot that I did a great job or raising them for someone else? Good memories?Every dance class and recital, every night I stayed up waiting for them to come home when you went to bed, because I was worried about them, another good memory for you? What a chump you must have thought I was. And I was a. When I pulled my glasses up to the window where the BMW was parked, I saw that man pitch back. Quickly changing directions I looked at the upstairs window where the van was parked and saw that man still holding his silenced rifle to his shoulder. This time he didn't have his cap on and he was close enough to the window that I could see his face. Another ex-CIA agent. Holy shit, this is really getting strange. The agent who had just taken out the original guy I had been after was from Chicago.. Tenderness.’ Her voice caught as she choked back a sob. ‘It’s so easy for so many, and to not be able… I suggested adopting once. Before I could get the word out, he flat out refused to discuss it. ‘A service buddy gave him a lead on a sales job in Florida. We moved there, and six months later, he came in one day and told me we were moving to Arizona, he had a ‘better’ job. That one lasted almost a year. I knew things weren’t going real well for him. He developed an ulcer on that job, and. It's his fault, you know. He frightened me and I didn't want to stay at the ranch."Pete nodded and both Howard and Gail could tell he was reluctant to do so, however he said, "Yes, I will speak to Santos Aguirre. I don't think either of you are interested in getting into a shouting match with him over who said what or did what, but I will speak to him."As soon as Pete drove away, Howard, still holding her hand, was leading Gail toward the stairs saying he needed to turn off the air conditioner.