But right before Ireleased it, I decided to give them a chance."Surrender!" I called through the door. I knew that they could hear me."You cannot stan... against us!" Never!" an old man's voice called. "I know what you are! And I knowprecisely what you will do to us!" Harok," I responded. "You cannot win. Yield and I may show mercy." Your kind of mercy is not one I will experience willingly," Harok shotback with venom in his voice. "You shall not take this hall!" I couldsense the defenses of the. “You like it.”“It’s pretty.” I took her first pump off and let it tumble to the floor. “You know if you didn't spend half your salary on damn anklets you might be a millionaire by now.”“I woman gotta spoil herself hun,” She smiled and wiggled her ankle around my face. “I’m done waiting for some asshole to do that.”I raised my eyebrows in an approving gesture, feeling a mixture of admiration and jealousy in me. I’d never liked to switch places with someone as much as I did now. Her life didn’t. " I understand. If it helps any, most of us have the same problem to a greater or lesser degree. Trust becomes difficult when it has been repeatedly betrayed. Was your trust betrayed, Kenny?" I've never had any trust. I don't know why. Maybe it was just the orphanage, but I learned at a very young age not to trust anyone except myself. I grew up expecting people to try to force me to do what they wanted. They didn't care about what I wanted." Don't you accept that they were acting in what they. It was a warm Friday night I remember and Phil and Ben didnt come by. I was so horny for some sexual attention too. Wil talked on his cell phone to someone in whispers. Tomorrow was my birthday and I had only one thing I wanted. I had imagined it, but knowing it would never happen. When it got dark, here came Phil and Ben. They said lets go out to the club house we have a birthday surprise for you. I said: Wils home, we cant. They said its ok come on, we took care of Wil. I figured he went over.