But unlike Marina, I got no simple hand spanking; no, my buttocks felt the sting of Sir's switch, a metre long birch switch that left a dozen stripes ...o show my mother 'how I needed more discipline'; those were Sir's words exactly.And so tonight I will be sleeping on my belly but I know my fingers will find their way between my legs. I can only think of Sir and his strokes. I am so wet. I cannot wait until next Saturday.March 7, 2007Dear Diary,I have put off writing for three weeks while I step. He would pour her a glass of wine and these would be the times he could converse with her in relaxation and in a less stressful manner. Of course the kid was curious. She was family for christ's sake and he adored her. But aside from abiding by his mother's wishes, he was irritated by the thought of gossip by people who might suspect that a relationship with a very underage sister was too close. What perverted imaginations people had and his anger over the prospect surfaced every time. "We enter the house and the paramedics are checking out Aunty Eden who issitting on a comfortable living room chair with a blood pressure gaugecuff around her arm, and an ice pack on her head. She takes athermometer out of her mouth and says, "I'm fine. Between the homealarm, the smoke and the excitement, my migraine came back with avengeance. I am sure this fantastic young lady is going to tell me thatmy vitals are fine.."The paramedic nods and says, "They are within the range." And she is. “It was shit!” he snarled, cutting me off. “Shit! Christ, it was worse than shit! Jesus Christ on a crutch, Andrews, it was like you didn’t even try. Zero point fucking zero. That’s dangerously close to Animal House territory, you moron. Did you even show up to any of your classes?” I started to mumble something and he cut me off again. “Shut the fuck up … from this moment on, you are officially suspended from the team, until you get your grades back to where they need to be. Which means,“ he.