"I knew then what he meant to do."No! Please!" Wide."The women's hands dug into the bruised flesh of my bottom. I felt cool air on my back hole as I w...s spread wide open to take the last strokes directly upon my anus."Please," I tried once more only to feel the smooth surface of the cane come to rest on that very tender, that very private place."Be brave, now," Foreman said. "Ten. You'll count each one, you'll thank me for each one and you'll ask for the next. Should you fail, well, you won't. "I don't know if she had just worn me down, or it was my inherent perversity, but I said, "Fine, are you sure that's what you want?" Yes," she said eagerly."For me to do this, you are going to have to do whatever I tell you to, and you can't object to anything that I do to you," I told her. But that didn't scare her off."Anything you do to me?" she asked with a leer."Fine, come over tomorrow and I'll show you," I instructed.When she arrived the next day, I told her, "If I tell you this, you. Good. When we passed Hanna and Leni both womenlooked at Hitler rather than me but their expressions could not havebeen more different. Where Hanna Reitsch grinned at him in openadoration Leni, sitting next to her new husband, could only muster ascowl. I would have to find out what that scowl meant later, but fornow I felt more than a little overwhelmed. Yet as nervous as I was, Icouldn't help but smile ruefully at the absurdity of the situation Ifound myself in. I was a man, an escaped British. I haven't felt this magnetism for a long, long time, but I felt it last night.To tell the truth, I have been going through a bit of a rough spot emotionally these past few weeks. I have a lot on my mind. Last night I was having a particularly difficult time coping with the things I was feeling. I couldn't express myself, so I started in on a six-pack of beer to numb it away. I have never been a smoker, but I stole a cigarette from my husband. I don't know why I did that, but I did. He noticed.