" I started walking around in his living room trying to find a good start. "I observed you, James," I said. "I was waiting in front of your house this...afternoon - and I fell asleep and lost you." We both know that I've found you again at the gas station." Why... why are you following me, Lola?" He stuttered obviously being confused. He really didn't know and he had no idea at all. "James, you can't help me because I'm not on the run." Now I got him even more confused. He looked at me and it. The thought that I might be chancing something worse than pregnancy never occurred to me in those days. I shook my head in disbelief and turned another page. Here, more detailed calendars began, the ones where each month takes the whole page, each day in a margin of its own, so that one can scribble in notes and reminders. Again, May and June of 81 were full, written all over with my awkward, still childish hand, using different colors, from red, blue and black, to green and purple, which at. I felt secure as I lay across her lap knowing this was a well-deserved spanking although one I could have avoided if I hadn’t masturbated and instead kept my knickers on and changed in to a longer skirt before Beccy came home. I was going to pay for that mistake with another long hard spanking. I looked at the floor and felt sorry for myself but as Beccy rubbed my bottom my thoughts turned to afterwards and an even better orgasm, or several orgasms, which I always achieved when masturbating. "It's Bad Commander," she reported. "The Roller is too badly damaged tohold together even long enough to make it back to the portal. We can't usea salvaged one from Razors Edge, she was a first generation Mark II. Plusthe entire Spindle needs to be replaced, it has at least four cracks, andthe bearing seals are damaged." She looked up from her kneeling positionbeside the steering arm, "I'm so sorry Commander, really I," Layella, Stop it right now. You missed the child, you did the only.