This is a typical evening in the Evens household. MK my loving husband is sitting in his favorite chair reading his paper and will soon put it down an... start reading the book he has been working on.My son ajay is at the desk in the corner studying for an up and coming test. College has not been easy for him. But much to my surprise he really is doing well. Hard work pays off in his case. I am savi the loving wife for twenty years and I do all the house work, cooking, paying of bills and. This time I controlled my mind and didn’t imagine anything. We reached our house and Annie headed to her bedroom. In the afternoon I was doing some work on my laptop in the living room when Annie also came in the living room with her laptop. We didn’t say anything to each other because we were quite busy with our things. “You had fun at Adam’s house?” I asked after a couple of minutes. I had believed on what Adam told me but still I thought to talk to Annie, too. “Yeah,” Annie said, still. "What can I get you hon?"The first thing out of my mouth is "Just a cup of coffee" before I see who's speaking from behind the counter. I shut up and take in her appearance even as my nipples go hard and erect. Her hair's the exact same colour as mine, copper red, but while mine is cropped short hers is long at the back and sides with a fringe across her forehead. She's small, maybe six inches shorter than my five feet eight, so I can't see a lot of her above the counter. However what I can see. Or at least, it must be…it has to be. It’s all I believe in anymore. Aside from the life-changing and heart-crushing power of it, though, I want the small things that go along with giving your soul to another person. I want to go to sleep with somebody beside me who won’t be gone in the morning. I want to share cigarettes and coffee, watch old movies and hold hands in parks. I want somebody to touch my cheek and tell me they love me, and mean it with everything that they are. I want hugs that.