I was too shy to hang out with them and just stayed in my room. I looked out my bedroom window from time to time seeing Anita in her pink bikini and l...tting my imagination run wild. Oh she was not a raving beauty like my sister, she was rather short a little over 5 feet about 100 lbs I think above average tits, not big not small, short black hair.But, there was something about her that just really turned me on. I jerked off many times in the shower and in my room thinking about her.As I thought. You just be careful, Robert. Don’t fall in love with her or get her pregnant.”“I won’t, mum.” My stomach slid with longing to posses my mother physically as I said the next words. It was as close I dared to go, and as I spoke I felt the pull of lust deep inside me. If I didn’t masturbate soon I’d quite simply lunge at my mother across the table. “I love you,” I murmured. “Elaine is fun, but I still love my mother.”She stared at me as the moment stretched. What was she thinking? Was she sitting. Once I returned home, I cooked my food and fell asleep. I wake up at 9:45 to check my numbers. I waited until 10pm. But my puppy was stampering to go out. I let him out.So,I head to work and a voice says to me,"Check your ticket" So at lunch,I head to the gas station to fill my truck up, as well as to check my ticket. I go in the store to pay for my gas. So, for the fun of it I check my ticket, the lottery checker starts lighting up. I run out the gas station,like Snoop Dogg,Warren G and Nate. The music was lively. Kerry and I stood at the bar watching the crowd, sipping at our cocktails. We danced occasionally trying to blend with the crowd but always ended back the bar. Conversation was impossible. Instead we watched, taking in the atmosphere. I leaned toward Kerry. “Do you want to go?” She couldn’t hear me. I shouted and motioned toward the exit, “Shall we go?” She nodded. We got a cab back to my apartment. I fetched us a night cap. “What did you think?” she asked. “Don’t buy it!”.