In no time at all, I was on my way north. It was a long drive to Lake Wanderlee so I stopped at a small motel right along the highway and had no troub...e falling into a deep sleep. I grabbed some breakfast before I left and when I got to Pendleton, I stopped for groceries and supplies. I had my digital camera with me and at the last minute, I'd grabbed the digital video recorder. It was half mine, and she had no idea how to use it anyway.I didn't get to the lake until after sunset so I only. ..not such a good idea lol I realize these days I do not want to be a woman just like women's panties and certain clothes and wigs.this also brings up another issue that was unresolved form my early twenties and that was my attraction to transsexuals. instead of exploring why I have felt these thoughts feelings I harbored them. I hid my feelings not only from my family but also my friends. I became the closet cross dresser who was also attracted to transsexuals keeping it under lock and key in. Mmm Ed (23/12/2008 20:34:02): I am Carmen Orosan (23/12/2008 20:34:43): take them off Ed (23/12/2008 20:35:01): done Carmen Orosan (23/12/2008 20:35:23): and I put your hard juicy cock in my mouth Carmen Orosan (23/12/2008 20:35:23): like to feel you like that Ed (23/12/2008 20:35:31): OOOOOH Carmen Orosan (23/12/2008 20:35:38): done what? Ed (23/12/2008 20:35:50): removed trousers Carmen Orosan (23/12/2008 20:36:00): ok Carmen Orosan (23/12/2008 20:36:13): but I take it just for a. You met before, when you came around to her home to test my ki a week ago." I remember. Nice to meet you again, Julia. I have a gi for you, Mark, so get dressed first."Sensei relieved me of the books I was returning, gave me a gi, and told me to ask other students in the dressing room how to put it on and how to tie the white belt that came with it.By the time I'd done that, it was time for the class to start. Sensei opened it as normal (based on my one other experience), including the.