His death rattle was barely audible over the whimpering cries of Jennifer. A moment later all hell broke loose as machine after machine started wailin... with alarms. Denise called "Code Blue" and started CPR. She knew it was for naught. Peter was dead; he'd have died much sooner if he hadn't been waiting to release Jennifer. Still, they had to go through the motions. Thankfully, she was able to escort Jennifer out of the room as the team came in and took over from her. The physician called it. Obviously as this is true I've decided to change everyone's name, I knowthe chances of being discovered are slim, nevertheless I think its best tochange them anyway.Perhaps when others know what happened it will help them see why I feel sosubmissive to black men, its not that I'm racist, in fact I actually lookup to them as god like figures. List of people, John- myself( I'm the only one with my real name) Melinda-my girlfriend.Dwayne and Larry--- the twins.To say that I loved Mel would be the. Her perfume smelled good, too. I led her to the other side of the bed next to Shelly and Yvonne, and laid down beside them. I looked at Shelly who was sucking on Yvonne's perfect breasts, and smiled at her. She was loving Yvonne's beautiful breasts. Jaquline laid down on top of me. She kissed and licked my nipples and breasts, then began to work her way slowly downward. She didn't hurry, and by the time she got down to my pussy, I was wet and eager for her. I played with her nipples until. .. something.”Rhee stood, pulled me up from my chair, and wrapped me in a gentle hug.“I suggest, then, that you not go somewhere elegant, as that’s certainly not normal for any of us. Take him to the Thai place. From there, you could just walk through town, talking, window shopping.”I leaned back so that I could look at her face.“I am not more poetic than you are, we’re just differently poetic. That’s a wonderful idea, Love. That would probably calm my jitters. I love you... so much!”We held.