You had a key. I decided I did not need to stay awake. If I fell asleep, it was okay, so I laid in bed and thought of what was to happen. Stop the exp...ctations. No fantasies. No plans. Needed to be spontaneous. Needed to be, just be. Oh pins and needles, pins and needles. I decided to meditate. I put a chair in the doorway to the balcony and feeling the Gulf breezes, sat, nude, and began my ritual of calming self awareness. As I began my mantra, thoughts streammed in, uncontrollably: Oh, she. No priest would marry a Christian man to a Jewess however lovely she was. Then he checked himself and grinned ruefully. Levy, her father, was a wealthy man. Even if Pelle had been of the same faith, Levy's daughter was as far out of Pelle's reach as was Ingeburg, Hunold's daughter.She thanked him nicely enough when he returned with the small bag of selected coal pieces and gave him a small cup filled with a salve for wounds in exchange. Pelle often cut or stabbed himself when working with limbs. Would I let it happen if I could see it? Would I mind if it did? We retired back to the flat for a while, dossing around and watching stupid tv, laughing at the silly things people were doing. It was then decided that it was peak time for me to go and experience a club for the first time, for what may be the second time, or the first, who was to know? --- We reached the club, James negotiating with the bouncers over my lack of ID, (there may have been some bribery going on but I was already a. From there I could see the whole theater and everyone who came in and left. I could also see what action was happening and I could always sit between two men and have a cock for each hand or one in the mouth and sit on the other. I was there so often that all the men knew me by sight and knew that I was a slut for big uncut cocks.I don't know what there is about uncut cocks that turn me on so much except I love the taste and smell of them and the sight drives me wild!Anyway I was a regular.