' She sighed with relief that he wasn't able to control her life anymore. Her life was so much better now. She didn't miss the frivolous trappings of ...he old one. This simple lifestyle was much more to her liking.Of course she did realise that that could be because of Hywel. He had rescued her from the depths of her despair and was so kind to her. She had never seen that from a man before. There were questions she wanted to ask him but she was afraid of the answers. Maybe they wouldn't be the. Taking in her immaculate body, I suddenly became very nervous. ‘Day, I don’t think I can–‘ ‘Baby, its fine, I’ve wanted this for a long time.’ ‘But you’re not–‘ ‘Gay? That doesn’t mean I’m not in to you.’ I started kissing her all over, her neck, shoulders, even her ear lobes. I made sure no part of her was left unattended. I showed love to the palms of her hands and the soles of her feet, kissed all her fingers, and suckled all ten toes, which really turned her on. I kissed her toned legs and. It feelssimilar to being hungry so many people that can't smoke replace it witheating. That's why many people complain about weight gain when they quitsmoking. For me it was just the opposite. As I smoked all night, I wentcold turkey at work, and I ate to cover my cravings. My reduced lungcapacity and sedentary computer hobby quickly led to a weight increase.I stopped dating entirely and I focused on being Sara instead.After two years of this behavior, I knew I had to make a change. . My best friend is a music journalist and she asked me to cover for her in going to see a gig and interviewing a band. She had double booked herself and wanted to go on the date she had mistakenly arranged thinking that the gig was on another night. After heading to her flat to collect my AAA pass for the show, a tape recorder and a list of questions I turned up to the venue and was ushered side stage to watch the four piece band play a sell out show and take some notes for my friend. The gig.