Vicki and I were now on our own. A couple of cowboys asked us to dance and started to flirt with us. After half an hour they asked if we would come ba...k to their room. I felt okay with this as did Vicki and off we went. I was buzzed and horny from all the drinking and dancing. We got to the room me and one guy got on one bed and made out while Vicki and her man were on the other. This guy was young and kissed very well, I had decided that I would fuck him but was not sure about Vicki. I looked. That’s why I decided to stay.”“I didn’t...”“I know you didn’t, and that’s because I made sure you were too drunk to keep drinking long before we left the bar. Do you remember falling asleep in the corner while we cleaned?”“Uh, not exactly, but there are some gaps...”“That’s fine, I didn’t figure you’d remember. I feel like I had to carry your fat ass all the way from my bar to your bed. By the way, you have got to lose some weight. And I mean that; you’re kind of a blob these days, and I can’t. And I would do anything to please you, mistress.”“I like you, Gayle. I liked you at the moment I was first introduced to you. I thought you would be a good friend for me, but why do you think I would be a perfect mistress for you? Why not Autumn or Mindy? Both of them seemed to be much more dominant than me. For that matter, even Alice seemed to be somewhat dominant.”“I thought they all were too dominant. I thought you, having to go through all you have, would be more caring. Remember, I’m new. I realized that doing what’s right as a man isn’t anywhere as simple as it is for a kid. I’ve killed seventeen people. No matter how much I hated some of them or how much they deserved it I destroyed something that had value. I have to live with that and be ready to do it again. That’s hard.”Ben tilted his head as his brow furrowed. “Seventeen?”Kevin sipped his drink then nodded. “One as a gift, three on the raids. I did those myself. I agreed the hacker had to die. I am responsible for his.