He tried to be calm and not seem too in a hurry to make his way toward his friend , but he was quickly leading us in his direction. All three of us h...d gotten drinks when we came into the room, so Dallas used the chance to introduce Eryka and I again as an icebreaker. John was very professional and he and Dallas began to talk business. We stood there as the eye candy we were meant to be, and after a short while, Dallas said that we’d been invited back to John’s suite later in the evening. We. “Walker forced me to...” and again, I drew a blank. It was like every time I tried to tell the Ranger what happened, the thoughts were snatched out of my head. “He took my family hostage. He wanted me to...” I looked up at the Ranger and his deputies. “I don’t understand. Something’s wrong. I can’t say what happened.”“You don’t remember?” Greta asked, trying to help.I shook my head. “No, I remember, but when I try to speak it, the thoughts leave my head.” I looked at the Ranger. “I can mention. He told me about the beautiful aerobics instructor he bowled with, named Dot, who had never cheated on her husband in forty-nine years of marriage and still loved him more than anyone in the world. He explained how he started telling her how low and lonesome he has been since his wife died two years ago and how at times he just wanted to end it all. She took the bait. She started hugging him every time she saw him and touched him when she would pass him at the bowling alley. She became. In fact, it seems kind of silly to me—in my view, it is the ultimate lack of respect to take another person's life for my own enjoyment; to balk at disrespecting their sexual integrity over and above that as some people do, particularly those in the media commenting on a ?heinous? crime, seems nonsensical. Far be it from me to judge them, though. I don’t really have a moral leg to stand on, after all.It all started for me with an accident. I was out of town and looking for a great.