It was a struggle, but I got to the top without "burning" (gaffs cutting out and free falling) any poles. That day. No more being a Grunt, now another...Lineman on the crews!Bucky had relatives in my town of Holyrood, so he had heard of Larry and mine's escapades. He kept us usually on separate crews, especially when we stayed out of town and stayed in hotels or in motels. One of his trucks was a flatbed truck with an "A-Frame" gin poles attached to the end of the truck's bed. A winch line went. I know it’s a taboo so I started to think about something else to divert my mind. It was noon so MIL called out for me saying that lunch will be ready in half an hour. I went to the dining room which was next to the kitchen. She has tucked her pallu to her side of hip into her sari. I could see her back and hips. I realised that time that devil have got into my head and is making me look my MIL in a different view for the first time. Even though she was about 48 years old she didn’t look like. The women were laughing and talking and thanking Janet for inviting them over. She heard them all settle down at the dining table and heard her mother counting out poker chips. She waited for her cue."OK girls! Here are the rules!" Janet began. "You play ten hands of five card stud. The lady with the most chips at the end of ten hands takes control of the prize for the rest of the evening!" Speaking of the prize", one of the women interrupted excitedly, "where is she?" Slave!" Janet called. He walked to the other side of the deskand sat down himself."You look very nice Alice." I thanked him and blushed a little."How's everything going?" Um." I fidgeted in my chair. "Adjusting has been a little difficult." Well that's why we have these sessions and you're dressing the way youare. It's to reinforce your new self. You wanted to go through with thisand I'm only here to help." I know. It's been hard. I still feel like 2 people. I might be fine oneday but my old life comes back and.