So I bid my friends aufwiederschien and continued to drink with my new found German friends who decided to drive home in his Taunus German Ford to his...parent,s house. I thought at first it was his sister Inga was interested in me, but gradually realised it was more Horst now Helga had gone home. His parents seemed happy to see me and chatted easily telling me of family who lived in the USA.Soon it was time for bed and Elke Horst,s Mom made up a bed for me on their couch and after showing me. "Hurry up whore! You only have 2 days left in this weekend AND you will perform for me as expected!".She slammed the door shut and I couldn't help but break down sobbing. Part of me was in total disgust of what I had been doing. Another part was frightened for my life. And yet another part was overwhelmed by the unnatural feeling of discomfort that I had for not pleasing this Shemale woman.But I let the water flow on me and washed my shit stained bruised body with my bear hands. I had removed. Still they had been friends since childhood and had a bond I couldnot, nor did not, want to challenge. I was a far more recent arrivalin Kristi's life. Just as I was, I suppose, a recent arrival in myown life.I let Hannah have her head. I did not try to dampen things down oreven try and add taste to the tastelessness of it. This was Kristi'sthing, and if she was happy with tacky who was I to be either thefun or morality police.It was nice too to take a back seat. I could drink colourful. Man look that plug you sent me to is foul she dropped me off in the wrong hood an pulled off with my strap (gun) in the car. Them niggas started shooting an chasing me. Lil Rob cuts in an says you lost my gun dude!!! Phat boy sarcastically said oh fuck my life you just worried about your gun. Damn my my bad lil cuddy didn't mean it like that you straight utters lil Rob trying to recover from his blatant selfishness. As phat boy tells Rob the rest of the story he finds out he still has the dope.