My lust and desire spurred me on past my nervousness. With my heart racing and a lump in my throat, I sat down on the couch next to him. As we watched...TV I made what I thought was I huge and bold move, I moved my knee over to touch his. I felt light headed and so nervous! I didn't know where, if anywhere, this could lead but I was excited to find out! To my surprise, T said, "you know, I saw you watching me in the shower before." My heart sank and my excitement turned to dread, was he mad at. " "...okay" I mumble, as I stare at the ground feeling ashamed. "None of this is your fault. All boys are socially programmed to be pre-occupied with their penises. You're taught that the size determines how much of a man you are, that having a small one is humiliating. Isn't that right?" He put a hand gently on my shoulder and pointed down to my little package with his eyes. "You've always felt ashamed of your tiny pecker haven't you, boy?" He asked rhetorically. I nodded sadly. "Well from now. I just want to see you and try to explain and maybe get us to a better place. Can we do that?”“I suppose that we can discuss it,” I conceded lightly. “Did you want this to be one on one or were you planning on talking to Lilly tonight too?”“Which would you prefer?” he asked, clearly willing to play by whatever ground rules I set down.I thought about it for a moment and thought of something. “I’ll meet you at the food court at the mall at 5:30. You can buy me dinner. I’ll ask Lilly if she wants. Haan to doston main achanak didi ki saas ke kamre me dhadaak se darwaaza khol kar ghuss gaya aur mujhe is taraah aaya dekh kar saasu ma ke hosh hi ud gaye par mama ji adiyal kism ke lag rahe the jahaan saasu maa ne apne nange badan ko chadar me chupa liya tha wahin mama ji poori taraah se waise hi nange baithe rahe saasu ma jijhakte hue boli arre raj beta tu yahaan is waqt…? Tujhe to araam karna caahiye tha na..? Main bola araam hi karne ki kosis kar raha tha aunty par aap log sone de tab.