It was clean and tidy. Her female roommate was from the southwest andhad hung several prints of desert scenes."Tanya is out of town. She studies at Fo...dham. Just to be clear, we arenot lovers Jessie. She is a lesbian but is pretty butch and a big girl.She may weight one eighty?" She showed me a picture of a small group."Can you guess?" The one on the left?" Yep, Tanya likes Carhartt jackets."I turned toward her and she dropped the picture. Her hands came to myhip as she moved close and our. ”“But…we can’t… not here..” she stammered with a scared expression.“Lock the doors. Or this will never happen.”She started getting nervous not knowing what to say. “Now,” I said firmly. She stood up and walked to the door and locked it. Then looked at me nervously.I walked towards her, grabbed her by her hair and kissed her. After a few moments, I started to run my hands over her back.She was wearing a saree. I moved my hands all over her trembling body. I kissed down her neck as I undid her. " "that's great I said." we went upstairs to play on his brand new XBOX one. After 15 minutes of playing my friend suddenly says: "Jason can I tell you something that bother me for a long time?" I was shocked cause I thought that we don't keep secrets from each other. "sure" I say. "for a long time I knew and I didn't tell anybody. not even my parents. but now I got to tell someone because it's driving me crazy." I didn't know where this is going. "ok" I said. "I'm gay." he finally said. "wow,. But the accusation—phony though it was—served to place her much closer to the reality of an even lower class of people than she ever wanted to be a part.“Who would pay for it when I’ve given it out for free so many times?”A tear did run down her cheek and, handcuffed as she was, she was powerless to wipe it away.She asked herself if she hadn’t given it to Bubba in return for a free ride through New England in his truck, or even to Junior for free drinks and the privilege of saying that she had.