“We have drunk a half bottle of bourbon, stay here tonight.”“I won’t ruin your anniversary, you need to be alone,” Gary replied as Amy retur...ed from the bathroom.“I told Gary that he should stay here tonight babe, I don’t want him driving; we have all had too much to drink.“Yes, you must stay here,” Amy smiled, “We have three guest rooms.”“Okay, if you are sure,” Gary replied.“It’s an order!” My wife smiled, “You are spending the night here!”Secretly, I was hoping that my wildest fantasy would. We slept in the same bed until I was I think 7-8, then we had separate beds in the same room (bunk beds) I slept on top, he on the bottom. Our bedroom was separated from our parent's room by French doors. Many nights (I mean many nights) Bill and I would be awaken by the moans and wails of mom. And after sex, or between bouts, they would really talk and it was always about past sex with others and when they were young.I would lay there listening to mom and dad talking, (mostly mom would talk. Let's see. Buck Kelly....Special Delivery for Anita Claus....Mrs. Claus... Hey that's funny." said Fred. My head dropped down. What the fuck, I thought. "Your k**ding me. This is a practical joke, right..." I said. "No! Buck! I know this lady. She is here all the time. Her husband went to jail a few years ago. Now she spends the holiday giving back. She donated all those toys over there. To help needie families this year. We have a bin full of mail for her. We also have some cookies, food and. " I started to cry and said, "I need help. I think I'm crazy Mom. I try not to do it but I can't stop. I want to kill myself." She loosened her grip on my prick and said, "Don't you dare talk like that. You are not crazy. It is simply a fetish. My God! I caused this. It is not your fault but you need help to stop this. Masturbation is the most normal thing in the world. It is healthy. You simply went too far. I am so sorry for causing this. You are too old to dress up the pillows. I will help.