A hand pushed his shoulder. Wanting to complain, Jorie opened his mouth but only a grunt emerged. The hand pushed harder."I'm dying here. Let me be," ...e said."You fucked me," Kita said, with distress in her voice.Jorie's eyes flew open. He saw a hazy outline of a naked woman sitting up and rubbing both sides of her head."Only because you told me to," Jorie said."You told me to get naked."The image in front of Jorie came into focus and she was beautiful. Her breasts were small and round and her. Without being told, she slowly lay back on the bed as I continued, rising to my knees and then to a crouch as I kissed her small breasts through the fabric of her brassiere, then the hollow of her neck, and finally her mouth, as I slowly lowered myself onto her and slipped my hands beneath her shoulders.She raised her arms to receive me and wrapped them around me. Again we kissed passionately, tongues entwining, as I pressed my erection between her legs. At first she only lay there, but after a. To be honest, just the thought of a piece of hard, cold steel blade entering my gut gets me to a point of insanityI stabbed myself twice last year, but it was so shallow. Would I be able to this year? As the day approached, I made a trip to the desert to scout out a proper and private location. Last year’s spot was compromised. I parked my car, got my cameras, two this year for simultaneous filming from two angles, and hiked about a mile into the hills. I finally found the spot and looked. Barley ... it's a cultivated grain ... Whooboy this is going to get complicated. We're going to have to plow and sow seeds, raise a crop, harvest it, thresh it, sprout it, heat it to stop the sprouting, crack the sprouted grain, put it in heated water, circulate the water, raise the temp of the water, drain it into a vat, boil it ... hop it ... shit. Two Voices?" Yes, Stick?" Do hops grow here?" Ask Jo." laughed Two Voices."JO!!" Yeah Kurt?" Hops. Are they native?" Yup." Got any?" asked.