I will also be totally dressed as a sissy boy whore when in the presence of Black males at their homes or apartments unless directed by them to stay i... my boy clothes. .15. I agree that when sitting while in the presence of Black males I will keep my legs spread wide apart to show my sissy boy panties and indicate my submission.16. I will keep my boy clitty smoothly shaved at all times with the exception of a small patch just above my cockette to show my gurly submission unless otherwise. It is hard looking through the contents to find contents that are not erotic after that point. It began with the dreams. Strange dreams.11/14/---aI had a dream about sex this morning. A prisoner, I was supposed to be afraid of the “general” who would kill me if I didn’t do something. Instead I found myself enjoying it even though it was short. I wasn’t given a closed room it was in a small shadow of a cloth wall on the outside.At the time, I had been reading the Diary of Anne Frank for school.. I suddenly felt that something was wrong but wasn't sure what.I said, "Is there a place here where we can sit and talk?" Juan nodded. "Let's go there and relax. You can tell us about your group and its members." Now, Juan looked very slightly troubled.He pointed and said, "We frequently meet in that shop for cool drinks and to talk in the afternoons."We'll meet you there after we move the car. Come with me, please, Maria."We got in the car and I cranked it. I said, "Maria, there's something. T mai dhire se kisi ko pata nachale ise uthkar toilet ki aur chala gaya aur toilet mai gaya peshab kiya phir darwaja khula rakh kar mai andar hi khada raha to thodi der mai wo ayi to zaat se usko andar bula liya kyo ki dekhne wale agar ho to pata na chale ki koi aur bhi hai toilet me.Maine andar bulake lock kar diya wo thodi si jijki aur boli ki wahi par hi achha tha wo tun karte the par maine uske ye chhoti umar me bhi bade ball ko piche se pakda aur dhire dhire sahlane laga to wo kuch naboli.