The works party was the usual, people you didn’t want to know or speak to but did so just being polite, my mind was focused on the task at hand, abu...ing her as much as possible. As the night progressed we talked and drank, well she drank, I simply looked like we were drinking the same, but I had a few to get my mind racing, it was a good night but I couldn’t think of anything else while talking to her other than her body. By 11 I could tell she had had plenty, her mascara was. You know how men are about their virility. Todd is great, but he is also one of those guys who think with their dick sometimes; if they can’t get a woman pregnant they are less of a man”. Then she looked up at me, “You won’t tell him will you”?I shook my head.That said, Nancy began to softly cry. I moved beside her and put my arm around her shoulder. I didn’t say anything; just let her weep softly. After a minute I got up and got some tissue for her. Fortunately my boner had subsided a bit. It. I wore it any chanceI got, and even then, I knew that I was a girl and I also knew this wassomehow wrong. This was reinforced when the dress was suddenlyunavailable.I secretly borrowed clothes from my sister for the next 14-16 years, thesewere worn as often as possible, often under my regular boy clothes. I knewI should not feel bad about my desire to be a girl, this wasn't a choiceor something I had asked for, it was just the way I was. I challenged mymum with this info, as in, it can't just. My birthday was on a friday night and mom took me out to eat. We had a great time and mom drank way too much. She kept telling me she had a special surprise for me when we got home. We got home and mom could hardly walk into the house she was so drunk. We got in and she said we should get into the hot tub. I went to get my suit on and got into the tub and waited for mom. Mom came out buck naked. Her small boobs and hairy bush all on display. Mom jumped into the tub and started to rub on me..