Ryan was an animal.End Diary EntryI find this part of my diary the hardest to read. I know what I wasgoing through at the time emotionally. I hadn't...reconciled the rapeyet. I was just a raw nerve; trying my best to hold on to the man Iloved through the thing he loved best about me - my sex. I can feel itwhen I read this. I was frayed.What's worse, I can see the changes in Ryan. He was treating medifferently than he had before. I was blind.Diary Entry: October 2008After a good fucking. April looked frightened as Carmen led her back to the hut."I've got soap, shampoo, a wash cloth and a sponge. Let's see what you've got in your suitcases. You can get out of those ruined stockings and and we can have a shower under the waterfall," said Carmen briskly. April, after a moment's pause, responded quickly and opened one of the leather suitcases to find two large, soft, towels and a zipper-bag full of toiletries."You wouldn't, would you?" she asked Carmen."Wouldn't what?" said the. So we could have our firsts kiss with sexy touching on her breast side just to tickle and showing my interest. I was right on target and the following meeting we start having sex and I was not wrong about anticipated finding and horny sex craving sexual partners that let me discovered new dirty but always respectful sexual intercourses. So this series is dedicated to her. Quick Stories ( First Anal Sex)just to give a sample our sexual adventures together. We were lovers for at least 11 months. I couldn't take it any more and while she was milking Jack I came in her mouth. She kept swallowing until she had sucked me dry. When we had recovered, Carly handed me a blanket and suggested that I sleep on the couch. She said she would be there in a few minutes to tuck me in. I went to the living room, pulled on my shorts and lay down on the couch. I was still too flushed to cover myself with the blanket. I turned off the table lamp but the television was still on. About ten minutes later.