Bennie opened it and gently put me in it. Pam said, "Lie down and rest, Jan. We made it. We will help get ready to go to Preservation. We'll run inter...erence for you. If you need to make a decision, we'll ask you." I lay down. Moments later, Andy and Charlie came out and sat beside me stroking my arm. I did get some rest that day. Pam and Bennie handled everything. They came and Bennie lifted me in his arms and was walking. He took me to Hope. He whispered, "Everything is fine. We have people. He’s shy when I strip for him but then he starts pumping away. C’mon let’s go to the mall for a while. He’s coming home pretty soon. We can show up a little early and catch him.’ ‘Catch him?’ Anna looks confused. ‘Pumping,’ I say impatiently, moving my hand up and down, ‘he does it for hours.’ Anna gets wetter and smiles nervously. I check my watch. ‘Let’s go now.’ We didn’t knock when we came back. He was at the computer and quickly closed the window on the screen then tried to jam his cock. .. " No, not at all. I guess I'm just being paranoid." Shelley admitted."And for Gods sake, referring to yourself as a dumpy middle aged woman, you have to be kidding me. There are 30 year olds who would give up limbs to have the body you have." Well, now that I think about it, I think I may have done something stupid. Assuming Slim still wants me, and he wants me to be with him, I got a job tending bar at The Four Seasons. Well actually more than tending but. I did all this assuming Slim will. The first day of February 1987, I came into this world. And I am a proud American of Saudi Arabian descent. I am both Black and Arab, American as apple pie, and I don’t feel that there is any conflict with how I choose to identify. My father Hussein Adul-Muqaddim was born and raised in Saudi Arabia, and he moved to the United States of America in 1986. He lived in the City of Boston, and earned a Master’s degree in Business Administration from Northeastern University before marrying Janine.