We were both conscious of each other and our proximity. She was immersed in eating her food and I was trying to gauge her emotions. I could see that s...e was flushed by my attention. Her bosom was heaving and her big boobs were rising up and down heavily. We finished our dinner and I went and kept my plate in the sink. As I turned I found her standing just behind me and I almost crashed into her. Somehow, we maintained our balance. I came out of the kitchen and waited for her. She came out and I. She was shell shocked and was not able to speak first and then started arguing/defending…………..She was looking dam sexy then (as always) and in a saree with full view of her assets—-the boobs and the waist and sexy navel and good shaped hips…….I just could not control myself and went near her very angry and just kept my hands on her waist…Pulled towards me and started kissing on her ears and forehead and cheeks…She did not expect this and was bit shocked and as she was thinking what to do……I. "Perhaps a better question, is how do you feel about that?" he asked."I will answer if you will." she said."Alright. You first though." I asked you first ... but since you ask. I love Jane with all my heart. I will always love her with all my heart. I never want to lose that. What we share is special beyond anything on earth. Nobody could even begin to understand how special. But I've also come to love you as well." she replied, tears in her eyes."Kind of a hard thing to follow up on, but here. " I know," Kathy said, "It was the same when Jake went. I know it has to be done and I know my J.J. is a good man for it. I'll just pray a little more about it. Mercy says he'll be fine and she does seem to know things."Ben and Lena came in while Kathy and I were having a beer. Lena almost asked for a beer, but decided to have a soda. I smiled at her and nodded my approval. Ben went with the program and had a Coke with her. They didn't stick around long and left.Glenda came out from the kitchen.