To my regret, I didn't contact anyone. I just read their messages and instantly my cock would throb, I was begging myself to be allowed to do somethin... about it. A couple months later, I had a reply from that old advert from a 40 year old guy and he said he liked everything I described and wondered if I would be up for meeting him. This was perfect timing. I was at an all time low in my relationship and I was gagging more than ever to have my first taste of cock. I messaged him back asking if. I still breath but that’s just when I have to, and when my heart isn’t working I store oxygen to get it running again when I need to wake up.’ He looked at his hands where his thumb kept picking at his nails. ‘I’m sorry that you found out this way, but this is who I am.’ Taking a deep breath he said the words he’d been holding back, fearing she’d take them and flee, leaving him wounded in ways he didn’t think could be mended. ‘If you cant deal with this I understand, I’ll take you to the. She was talking on the phone to someone and saying that she would hurry to meet them. Rushed, she went into the bathroom and changed her clothes. She walked by my office on her way out and gave me a smile and a "Have a good night!" "You too" I replied, thinking to myself how much I would like to fuck her. She's about 5'8" with dark brown hair and a perfect body. I've been dying to fuck her since we hired her about 3 years ago. Another thing, she has PERFECT feet. The kind of feet that make you. It makes me uncomfortable talking about this..." Ronnie-listen to me-I'm trying to help you...I am getting the distinct impression that sex with those girls wasn't all that great for you, is that correct?"Another beet-red blush covered his face-God, how I love his naïve sincerity."No-no, William-I liked it fine!" I'm sure you did, Ronnie-there isn't a man alive who doesn't love to ejaculate...but my question was-"'describe to me your favorite sexual experience"? So who was it, the first girl?.