” Anna had gone from wary to wretched. She said in a strangled tone, “Now Bill, it’s only been a month. It’s not like we’re married.”O’L...ary chuckled and said patronizingly, “We will be.” Then he turned to me and said, in a just-between-us-guys fashion, “Anna’s one hot little number if you get my drift, ain’t you sweetie?” That statement dripped with carnal innuendo. How subtle. Mr O’Leary was teetering between getting his ass kicked and me saying, “Well I gotta get back.” I chose the civil. She had attracted a crowd of male admirers as she moved sensuously up on the makeshift stage. "Mmmm, I wonder how old she is," Susan said. "I would say she got in here on a fake ID for certain." I nodded and called one of our security personnel over. "Once the song is over go over there and check that girls ID. Bring her over to our table when you find out it's fake." He nodded and moved away into the crowd. I took Susan's hand and led her to our reserved table. It was somewhat removed from the. My heart was pounding like a hammer and I thought it was going to burst.“Hi baby. You look for date?”Her smile and calming nature instantly calmed me down and I was at least able to talk, albeit through a dry mouth“Y-y-y-yes”“Good. What you like? What can Lek-Whan do to make you happy?”“H-h-how much?” I asked nervously.She gave me her price list. A blowjob was 500 baht (about $20) a hand job was the same and full sex was 2000 baht (about £70). I told her I wanted to go for full sex with me. My entire life is entirely different now. I have so much to share.So, what’s changed? Let’s talk about the simple things first: My English has gotten so much better with every day, there is a soccer match currently on air and I’m not even tempted to have the TV on for background noise, for the first time in five years I have money, I take care of myself and my hygiene with a lot more diligence, my apartment is cleaner than usual, and I’ve joined a phone group chat that isn’t on WhatsApp. I.