I felt soproud when she complemented me.....silly I know......but I was lost inthe fantasy. After this we went to the Kitchen and Mistress had me sit ...na stool ready to be made up. Before I sat down she had me collect my wig,blonde.....for the air head I was.......I shivered and loved it. Mistresshad me sit on a stool and proceeded to apply my makeup. First she appliedfoundation then eye shadow."I noticed your eyebrows are too bushy. When you get home you will take apicture of them and send it. He did stare pretty hard at my little feet. But with 2 toe rings on, it sometimes draws a bit of attention.He came back shortly with a big drink. He smelled a little smoky and it made me crave a cigarette really bad. I hadn't smoked in years but after what happened last evening, I wanted to start smoking again. When he entered the row, he tripped on my purse and I apologized to him. " No problem. I am glad I didn't trip over one of your pretty feet. " he whispered to me. I giggled and smiled at. The best china had been retrieved from the storage room and washed. The same was true for the silver. The round dining table was decorated candles and with fresh cut flowers from the garden and the wine was the very best Lord Blackmon’s cellar had to offer.There were two place settings and two pillows arranged on the floor next to the chairs. When the plates had been served and all was in order, Heather knelt down on the cushion facing Master Carl and Willow settled near Lord Blackmon. Both. Is that all right with you?”“I guess that you gave me your answer with your words today.” I said; “I hope you have a good life. I will try to move on. Good luck and goodbye. Please when you make your decision; if you decide that you want me forever remember that you had your chance. As I said that day, I will not ask again. Please don’t call me again.”(Yes I know that I am an angry hard ass, but I had made myself clear to her that my goal was to have a loving partner in life.)Things went along.