Of course it would upset you that I was with another man." It's not that," said Becky, though she didn't sound too sure. "I hated Pappa, and I know he...hurt you. But AJ wasn't hurting you. I knew that before you said so yourself." It's true," said Bella. "There was no pain at all with AJ. He was very sweet to me." So why did you do it with Pappa, if he hurt you so much?" Your father didn't give me a choice," said Bella. She wished she didn't have to speak ill of the dead, but the fact was that. True to your nature, you would allow those clients, the ones with a twisted mind, to take you into a darker place. They would be allowed to do things to you that are not usually permitted, even by the highest paid ladies," I whispered to her. "You would be taken down alleys, into decrepit buildings, places I would have proposed to those customers when arrangements were made. I would remain in the shadows, to guard over you. Once there, your breasts would be grabbed hard, your nipples twisted,. You, unfortunately for your own mental state, know otherwise, don't you?What am I?I am your worst nightmare personified.You have no secrets from me as I read your thoughts as you have them. I observe all your deeds and misdeeds, which sometimes gets a little confusing for me. You are anything but logical or efficient in your thought patterns.Why you? Good question, as I can do this to anyone.You live near; below my lair. Accounting to my personal taste You are attractive. Think of yourself as. Every time a new girl was bred they looked so happy - akin to a religious experience. After the breeding the girls were then led back to their dorms. Before she could enter two large black orderlies stopped Hikari. "You're wanted by the Head Mistress." One insisted, sneering down at the tiny white girl. The facility was called a 'Finishing School', its Head Mistress the infamous Dr. Fatima Lafayette.Ms. Black had never been forced to keep up such a physical and mental stability till her first.