If I were able to move, I would be able to reach out and touch it. Within the rubber gas mask around my head I start to sweat. I feel panic rising wit...in me like a wave rolling over a beach. Like sand covered by the oncoming wave, all my insecurities, all my daily troubles disappear and there is only the fear and excitement of dying and an increasing desperation for one more lungful of air but nothing comes into my lungs. The hockey mask comes closer to my face and I feel like screaming but no. Bless her, she always fell asleep during movies. Adam looked at me and put his index finger to his mouth then held it out in front of him before rising, wrapping Cass in her blanket and carrying her out through to the bedroom. I felt a slight pang of jealousy, wishing I was the one he had picked up and carried in his arms but then I felt foolish and laughed it off. Adam was so loving. It melted my heart to think about it. I was glad when he returned to the living room and settled back down. Both of them were sated so they decided to watch another movie. They did just that cuddled together on the sofa. When the film ended Bert turned and looked at Carla. ‘It…it’s not going to be easy to go home in the morning,’ he said. ‘I don’t want you to,’ Carla replied. ‘But I know you have to. It’s going to be terribly lonely with you gone. Maybe I’ll go to my folks’ after all.’ She pressed against him, as if trying to meld their bodies together. ‘What have we started?’ she asked. ‘Up to now,. Her husband was a nice man with a 10 to 5 job. She also has a daughter which study in hostel out of station. I could say her marriage life was not good and you can hear shouting between her and her husband now and then.Earlier I used to go her in portion to chat with her Husband and I can tell at that time I was not attracted to her. She usually wear Indian culture dress like saree with hint of modern blouse revealing almost complete back and her blouse cloth stretching over her big boobs and.