She did make one smiling comment to me upon our next meeting two days later that she was glad I had an 'odd part-time late night job too' to keep me f...om getting too bored. We nodded at each other and joked about the 'things we both had to do to keep a roof over our heads!'It was on one of these last trips to Carcosa in the spring of 2003 that my eyes began to open about the wider and stranger world around me, in oh so many different ways.It was the first couple of warm days of early spring and. I start to go faster as I look up to see your head back and eyes closed. Your hand moves up to my back and you dig your nails in a little as I keep going. I hear another moan escape and I know thats the time to continue with my plan. I stop with my hand at the base and move in, gently kissing the tip then wrapping my lips around the entire head, sucking gently and as I go down further and further I start to move my hand again along in rhythm with my mouth. I hear you softly moaning and I go. I actually got so scared I wetted my diaper without trying."You've got to hide," she said, working to get me out of the highchair,her face worried.Again, the doorbell rang.We hurried into her bedroom, my plastic pants loudly crinkling with mysteps. "In here," she commanded, pushing me into the walk in closet.Before closing the door and leaving me in the dark, she pushed thepacifier in my mouth.I sat with my knees to my chest, the thick diaper feeling heaving frommy wetting, listening to see. He smelled so good. Like he just got out the shower and whatever spicy cologne he was wearing. That definitely got my cock stirring.“So, what you really doing over here, Georgy?” He asked.I felt my face turn red. “To help you get ready for FJ’s party.”“At 11 at night? And his party ain’t till a few days?” He grinned. “I know what you’re doing here. You been stewing on what I told you and now you’re ready to try it out.”“I-I” I kept stuttering like an idiot.“It’s alright.” He interrupted. “I.