Cold-bloodied, selfish, self-satisfying self-indulgence taking it out on another guy's flesh and bones because it makes you feel powerful and superior...��. No concept of sharing the hurt, of giving pleasure, of listening together to the musical thwump of the flogger, of serving the floggee… It's all academic and selfish, - mutuality is dead, spiritual enjoyment gone….I used to row on the river (at Henley too), and a rhythm of 35 strokes to the minute was regular for me so that's what I look for. " I would have thought very much less of Goondoe if any of these had mates. None of the dead ones were worth a mate. We might be able to show the two who are left what being a man is about, but I'm not sure," Catla said, and she said it loudly enough for them to hear her."I guess I'll go back to the horses now," I said, and left.When I reached the scene of the training I was surprised to see it still going on. Shayta and Nanita were giving Goondoe's men directions and they were not giving my. I pulled into the driveway and Lara was dressed in a single piece swim suit and was washing her car along with her friend Pat. Pat, the same age as Lara, had been her best friend since high school and neither was married or dated. And YES, to get it fully disclosed right now, there was a lot of chatter about them being lesbians but there was no supporting evidence so don’t spend time guessing if this is where I am going.Both of them waved and my cock stirred, Lara was wayyyyy beyond the boobs. ”Does he know you’re with us today?“No ... He doesn’t even know I applied for the show. Until it’s on tv he won’t know about it ... Unless I tell him, like.”What’s his name?“Adam.” She looks into camera, a slightly nervous look on her face, and waves, “Hi Adam...” Blows him a kiss. “Luvya babe.” She giggles.If this goes well ... Will you be looking to do it again?“I think that depends on Adam ... If he enjoys it, maybe I’ll get one ... If he hates it, I won’t ... If he doesn’t want anything.