Anything. There’s no rage left, no anger. But there is nothing to take its place either. I try to hold that thought but I can’t. I know I need you...to know that, but helpless, I know it’s unlikely I’ll recall it later. Still staring at the trees, I feel I ought to be responding to the beauty around me. I can see it’s a pretty place, a lovely afternoon. I try again to concentrate. I hear the birds, a light breeze rustling the manicured landscape. I can hear the unusual sounds of children playing. ’ Felicia sighed, on the one hand relieved and on the other hand irritated. She waved her finger at him, ‘Look, don’t bother. I’ve heard the good news already. Are you one of those Mormons?’ Saul glanced down at his long-sleeved white shirt and smiled warmly, ‘No, but I understand why you might think so. The Mormon theology is a radical heresy. But anyway, you do have me figured out. I really do want to tell you some good news, but only after you’ve heard some bad news, I’m afraid.’ Felicia. I hurriedly tried to wear it back on, but she snatched it away saying “It is ok, Rajesh. Anyway I have to apply soap to your hidden parts too”. Then she looked at my cock and exclaimed “Oh My God, Rajesh I never imagined your cock would be so long. You know I enjoy fondling it when my c***d is sucking my breast”. I said “Aunty, you can do that to me even when I suck your breasts”. “Then let me clean your cock nicely”, said aunty and applied soap and with her soft hands cleaned the entire length. ." Not so fast" the boss interrupts"I had to wait longer for you than I have ever waited for anybody, which will come at a price." Price, what more can you want? You have already doubled my amount" The price is now one and a half million, if you want to play with the big boys then you better be ready to take the ups and downs" You are joking aren't you? I don't have that kind of money" Oh I think you do. You have made a cool million from your job"The knowledge the boss had shocked Ray. How.