For Etta, it had to be a good move." Nothing more was said. I wondered if Henry knew all about Etta and that she had gone to a professional for help? ... wouldn't imagine he did. He had to know what kind of a person Kim, his daughter was. Hell, I was the only one who had been clueless. I wonder if there was more to come out in the future. It didn't matter that much anymore. Kim wasn't my wife and I had Sammy and Randy living with me now.I still had my brother Fred to deal with at some point. Even. She backed off quickly, looking around as though they had been doing something sinister. Melanie looked questioningly at her brother’s girlfriend. ‘What’s wrong, Amber? Are you feeling all right?’ ‘I’m fine, Mel,’ Amber responded shakily. ‘It’s just that every time I’m close to you I get a really strange feeling. I don’t understand it and it scares me.’ Melanie hugged her friend again and kissed her tenderly on the cheek. ‘Silly. You’re just overwhelmed by my hot sexiness. It happens to. ”I lifted her head up and kissed her teary face all over, licking the tears away.Considering her words, I came to the conclusion that she was right.This young woman had won my heart, I still loved Maria passionately but she had stolen a part.She was looking intently at my face with her red and swollen eyes when she asked “What are you thinking about, you look so serious all of a sudden.”My face went from serious to joyous and her eyes went wide responding to my smile. “I love you Megan” I. But there are depths beneath that which are unfathomable to me. I was truly repulsed by this man. Truly disgusted. The kind of degradation and loathing I felt as I fell to pleasuring him with my mouth and tongue is almost indescribable. But in spite of that--or maybe because of that--I was filled with the most profound, all-consuming, soul-searing, mind-transporting kind of dark ecstasy and passion, and I knew without a doubt that this was what I had been born for. I hated what I was doing to.